No one chooses to be alone...

They just accept the fact that no one is there. 

Do you find yourself at the school cafeteria, sitting alone? Often?

Did you choose to sit there alone? Or no one sat next/in front of you?

Were you too scared to go sit next to someone? Afraid what they must think of you if you do?

Cuz today i did. 

I was sitting and zipping my coffee... Alone, in the school cafeteria. Thinking.

Where did all my close ones went? Dad is in Stockholm, All my friends in Helsinki. And i was in a new city. Where i knew no one, tried to bond with my new school mates. Even if we laugh, have fun, talk and act nice to each other in school; How do you know when and if you can start making plans together? Like girls night out, coffee etc. 

That's the thing with me. I'm afraid to suggest something to a new person in my life. Cuz i don't know when and if we are in that place. Which brings me to my next question to you.

Are you often quiet around people? Think long and hard before you say something? If you even say anything?

I do that everyday in these days, i actually have no one to talk right now, which is ironic cuz this is the time i need a friend to talk with the most! 

That's one of the reasons why i have a blog. 

But this is the first time i open up myself in this English blog. I want everyone who feels and acts the same i do to know: YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE! ...And you're not a weirdo :D

I love each and every person who hits that follow button/gives me tweets about my blog and even if just reads it!