No one chooses to be alone...

They just accept the fact that no one is there. 

Do you find yourself at the school cafeteria, sitting alone? Often?

Did you choose to sit there alone? Or no one sat next/in front of you?

Were you too scared to go sit next to someone? Afraid what they must think of you if you do?

Cuz today i did. 

I was sitting and zipping my coffee... Alone, in the school cafeteria. Thinking.

Where did all my close ones went? Dad is in Stockholm, All my friends in Helsinki. And i was in a new city. Where i knew no one, tried to bond with my new school mates. Even if we laugh, have fun, talk and act nice to each other in school; How do you know when and if you can start making plans together? Like girls night out, coffee etc. 

That's the thing with me. I'm afraid to suggest something to a new person in my life. Cuz i don't know when and if we are in that place. Which brings me to my next question to you.

Are you often quiet around people? Think long and hard before you say something? If you even say anything?

I do that everyday in these days, i actually have no one to talk right now, which is ironic cuz this is the time i need a friend to talk with the most! 

That's one of the reasons why i have a blog. 

But this is the first time i open up myself in this English blog. I want everyone who feels and acts the same i do to know: YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE! ...And you're not a weirdo :D

I love each and every person who hits that follow button/gives me tweets about my blog and even if just reads it!

Reality Series

I just loooove reality series! 

Jersey Shore, Geordie Shore.... and mostly X Factor USA and UK!

...But! This year sucks BALLS!!! 

First of all, they send Hannah Berreth home from UK's X Factor and then Tamera! There's no one left that is interesting, same with USA's X Factor! I mean, who's stupid idea was to send the most talented person home; Ellona Santiago! There's no one that is interesting in there anymore...

So that's what i hate about those competition series, ur favorite never wins! Specially in America's next top model! fucking Jourdan... just another boring looking everyday girl, i was rooting for Alexandra! 

Story of my life :D 

Join me fuckeeeers !

When Sara Burns The House Down Under Christmas

Soo... Today we did most of our christmas cleaning! ...oh who am i lying, just the living room and some dishes... and took a false start on decorating our christmas tree! 

Probably shouldn't bought the christmas stuff from flea market, cuz when we put on the christmas lights, the plug (what u put in the socket) melted... it was preeettyy close that there wasn't a fire! Thank good we smelled it and took it off the socket! well, my boyfriend did... but he said it was as hot as frying pan when u cook... 

What else is new?

Well i haven't wrote in here for a year (probably cuz no one ever reads it) so a lot of things are new! But i don't feel like talking to an empty wall here, so if u want to hear more of my life, stupid mistakes (which is everyday...), the drama in my life (which is everyday also...) 

pleeease join as readers, that way i know u are interested :)

And give me a rest... English is not my motherlanguage...